Hi
Through this depression I have come to realise generally just how much I don't feel any emotion. It's like I have unplugged it or something because when people ask me I really don't know. Things that should evoke some reaction like people tellling me I am fat or my husband picking fault with me should give me something but I just seem to shrug my shoulders.
The problem is that all at once emotion overwhelms me and the self harm is very difficult to stay away from. There was one day last week where I couldn't stop crying but the next day it was gone and I can't even identify with the feelings again.
Does anyone else have this difficulty?
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