I see what you all mean - interesting responses. As you guessed, it was short lived. Just on a level mood right now. When I get into the clouds though, I like to make the most of it because I guess I know it won't last really.
Actually for me, I don't take proper pills! I know that sounds dodgy haha but no, I just use natural tablets. I know it's really a placebo, but if it does something to my brain for a short amount of time, I'll take it

I just rely on T to try sort this out because I don't want it to be on my medical records if that makes sense. It's not good to be ashamed, I know. But anyway, I don't trust meds too much.
But on a happier note, hope you guys are feeling AWESOME!!