Thank you Can't Stop Crying and jadedmoonbeam for your support. It has made a difference on how I am approaching this situation, from apathy and anxiety to hopefulness. Having a history of CSA, I tend to go to polar opposites from over-trusting to hardly trusting. I finally got two referrals from two women at my church, after I summoned the courage to ask. Though I felt embarassed afterwards, I know I am reaching out for the sake of my body's health.