Do you ever feel stupid about your behaviour after a high? A few days ago I was on a bit of a high bender, and I cringe remembering conversations with friends and feel so stupid and foolish for acting like such a hyper twat. Yes it feels great at the time, I mean, it's like I will never come down and in my mind, I have mastered my emotions and seen the light. WHEN will I ever learn I was with a couple of friends, I said something, cant really remember what, but I caught one of them rolling their eyes at me

I think my friends must just tolerate me ....and I am sure they think i am a bit of a freak. Maybe thats why they keep me around....for sheer entertainment, someone to laugh at and then talk about when gone. I hate them all.