Junerane, that is indeed a very special thing. I pray all the time that my psychiatrist would let me in just a little as I care a great deal about his welfare. I wish I could give something back to him for all he does for me. Listening to what would have been a hardship for your psychiatrist is a great gift you get to give to him. It is your time to be the supportive one. I envy you your opportunity. By the way, you are always special.