thanx for your post
i am afraid that i might flood my feelings if i try to expressing my feeling and another thing to be concerned about is if i explode i probably take the closest person so i am afraid i might hurt them
i am too ashamed to going to a T and i came here in hope i wouldn't need it, but i cannot just say no to all advice and hope other will continue to give advice or atleast that it my logic, i will build up curage, getting to know about it,
the worst thing about it is that i can do it in my city, people who knows me will know about it
the best thing about it is that it is close