I am very sorry itsuno, so hard for you. Have you ever gone to see the school guidance councelor? They can help and give you guidance, someone to talk to and get support from.

You must stay strong and use whatever resources you can get. Starting with the councelor at school is a beginning. You know its wrong, don't accept it. You can grow thru this, even though it is hard. You will eventually be on your own and may remember how this feels. It is people like you that knows what it means to need help so you may find ways to help others like you in the future.

The only way to stop this not only for you but others is have the courage to speak up and keep speaking up. This has to change itsuno, for you and all the others like you. No, it is not fair, you don't deserve this and you have every right to ask for a proper upbringing, to be treated fairly. Dont let these people cast you out and frighten you. Go and talk to that coucelor, don't be embarrassed think of not only you but all the others like you. Speak up, defend your right itsuno.

Your mother deserves to be held accountable, she had you, it is her job to raise you.
If she needs help than your standing up will make that happen. You have to take charge, others clearly are not.

Open Eyes