Because I'm bored and I can't think of anything interesting to do. knitting and reading and artwork are all things I like to do, but I'm not motivated to do them. Sometimes I can't even sit through a whole movie by myself. I'm not motivated to exercise or clean my room. The only thing I was motivated to do was to go out to a knitting group and make friends and read a book and then watch the movie based on it last week. I guess thats something. And I'm also motivated to go to support groups and therapy of course. Well, that's it for now. Thanks for reading.

Judith