I kinda learned to control it, the worst and damaging aspects of it... and those who love me love my hyper, because it's silly but cute and entertaiming. Yes, I shocked *new* people by suddenly speaking Russian... but guess what? Their problem. I am not doing anything bad.

I am not looking for friends to put up with me and my ****, but I don't want boring people in my life. I want people who can be silent with, or people I can be spontageous with.