Very sorry you're going through this. Break ups are never easy. This person definitely wasn't the one for you though if he is sitting there saying all that terrible stuff about you... Sometimes I feel like I will never meet the right person, especially since the last two women I have been with have been one who had a pregnancy scare and then cheated on me and the last one being a regretted one night stand. So I have a pretty bitter taste in my mouth when it comes to relationships too, lol.

Wishing you all the best and that things get better and you DO find the right person.