I'm still doing ok; never really felt scared as such, but think I was very aware of the situation- could have been death, murder, torture or rape. I was lucky. But it wasn't a great experience. I've kept my head above water, just a bit of Klonopin and sleeping aid, and hope I can just push though and continue with life. Pls don't tell me there HAS to be a different course of events and emotions I need to go through. I still feel kind of numb, and every now and again I have flash-backs. They put me back in the car, told me they didn't have weapons, but I swear I heard a gun being cocked. Even then I was so utterly relaxed; it's absurd. They dropped me off after about 10mins and 10km, in an area I didn't know too well, but it wasn't totally dangerous, I hitch-hiked to a police station where I could fone my boyfriend. They gave me back my SIM card and bank cards; the rest is gone. But I'm safe, not hurt, and alive.
Gosh-i hate these people!!!
I'm just getting on with life; being surrounded by people @ work and keeping busy seems ok. 0.5mg Klonopin is making me a bit of a zombie, but I'll accept it.
Gonna need a bit of support from you guys. Sorry for ranting and seeming soft.