I sometimes think the reality has not quite hit me. I feel very depersonalised and just go through the motions. Sometimes someone will say something and I'll totally over-react. Haven't told any of my colleagues yet, and when I needed a claim form for my car insurance from my line-manager, I just told him my car was stolen. Texted my T, but not sure what I wanted to hear from her.
I really just feel zoned out.
Supposed to write an exam on Fri, but not sure how clever that's going to be.
Worried I'll be hit by a tidal wave of emotions at some stage, but not sure if or when