I am sorry that happened to you. It would have frightened me. I am not completely surprised that you are numb right now. Your brain is protecting you from those emotions, but they will eventually flood you and I agree with those saying you should take a couple weeks off work and talk to your T about it.
Take care of yourself. 
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It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentence, to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words: "And this, too, shall pass away." How much it expresses! How chastening in the hour of pride! How consoling in the depths of affliction!
---"Address before the Wisconsin State Agricultural Society". Abraham Lincoln Online. Milwaukee, Wisconsin. September 30, 1859.
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