Ohhhhhhhh Jackie! Now I see what you were referring to in the email before!!! This is surreal! How horrendous!!!! You're delivering this news almost like it was a weather report. I want someone around you when the wall crumbles. I pray it doesn't but I can't see how it won't. You've taken a huge step putting this down in writing. Take another one now..........and talk to someone you trust. I am so, so sorry, and shocked, that this happened to you........let your guard down in a safe place. You'll hear again from me soon. Sending you hugs of love and support.........always your friend........grey