(((littlebitlost)))

What is important is you getting the help that you need to get you through in life. Hope that the lows will be followed by higher times. Hope that you will help your child be the best person that they can be in life. Hope that you will make it through this misery that you've found yourself living in right now.

Try not to blame yourself for being a burden and large stress to your husband. You both made vows to love each other ~ for richer, for poor. In sickness, and in health. You both meant every word that you said, right? This is a time of sickness ~ a hard time that all marriages face (in some way) various times throughout. Devotion to the vows that you both took will get you through these dark times.

Do what you need to do to get yourself out of this dark state of mind that you are suffering from. Gentle hugs to you...