I copied, it all and took it with me. We had a good talk. She seems to believe that if you ever have any mania reaction to antidepression then you are bipolar, but believes mine must be very very mild. She strongly feels I'm much better off w/o any of the hardcore Pdrugs. My Pdoc put me on a bloodpreasure med for the anxiety and it works really well although I still have klonopin PRN. Those are all I take. So we agreed to disagree to the mild bipolar vs medication reaction. I side with the two Pdocs on this because I figure they know more. At least I know she didn't mean she thought I needed heavy meds and she didn't mean I was showing any signs of mania. I think that was freaking me out too, because I'm not getting much sleep but thats the pain not racing ideas. So thanks for responding and sugugesting I do that. Thanks