A year and a half from now my disability case gets reviewed to determine if I am still considered disabled. I'm already trying to not get too comfortable in my beautiful new apartment because the way my negative mind things, I will lose my home in a year and a half anyways so Im[ really working on just STAYING IN THE MOMENT and have really enjoyed MY home so far, my space, my privacy, I am really recovering from a very difficult two years and had to basically start over , I lost my job altho I am the one who quit, my apt. my dog who was my best friend EVER, my two cats, and my car. I fought bad depression and beat it, it didn't beat me. I also managed to stay in therapy and on meds for 2 years despite NOT having insurance. At least I have an income where I can pay this one place that is willing to take me on a sliding scale fee. I had 3 horrible counselors here, each one bad for their own reason and its not like u can be picky when u are uninsured. Colorado told me I cant get Medicaid because I dont have children and I"m not pregnant. That didn't sound right to me but other sources have told me that its not true I can get medicaid but that came right from the source Dept. Of Human Services so I just tried to manage best I could without insurance and I DID IT anyways I want to thank you all for listening, I am starting to think I';m a bit manic or maybe I'mjust up and happy because see I wasliving with 2 adults and 7 children for almost 2 years and had little privacy and no tv I am so happy to be in my own place now even tho my life is very different and I have to a payee and take buses, it sort of sucks but Im adapting and am truly grateful to be honest with u. Hugs. Kristen.