Hi there, very sorry you're going through this. However, at a time like this you need to be thinking of YOURSELF first. You do need to go get checked out by the hospital, they might be able to help you out and even save your life. Your husband seems like a caring man, and I know nothing about him, but just the way you talk about him and how you think that he doesn't deserve this I can tell. You're the one who doesn't deserve this, and I think he knows that and cares for you and would want you to go for YOU, not for him, to keep you safe.

Wishing you the best.