Hi Purple Flying Monkeys,

I just wanted you to know that although I have no advice I have experienced the same, except meds helped tremendously. It did take some time though before i found the right combo. Some made it worse like Haldol. I read your post, start to finish and can sympathize with you. I hope you get well soon. You might want to check into a facility in california it's up in the bay area and i can't remember what it's called but they treat psychosis/schizophrenia without meds.

Love and hugs,
Tara