Thanks everyone. I did text my T on Monday. Decided to omit all this trauma counselling stuff because I don't feel anything. Maybe im just a'strong' person? I never did think of myself as such.
I have tapered off my T sessions, even to monthly as per my request, but I do know she's a step away. Taking a Klonopin in the AM and 1/2 sleeping tab in the evening.
I just don't want to be the centre of attention. At work I mentioned it to my Insurance department, and probably to a friend I can trust. A kind of mentor, as I have this tendency.
I noticed yesterday hoe, while I was with my bf and his friend at a pub, it suddenly hit me how I needed to be home. I almost panicked. Luckily it seems he understood and we got out of there quickly, but it was scary and strange. I got a hire car, but at the moment I'm only driving from one secure parking lot at home, to another @ work. I had my bf meet me outside his offices last night (where the hijacking took place) because I was not going to park without someone in attendance.
Been 3.5 days now.
I really appreciate your thought, support and concern and check in frequently to what you have to say