I am not going back anymor eeven if she backs off. I have come to understand that this is a cycle. She starts missing me when she breaks it off and of course I missed her because I still wanted to see her. I did not ever make the decision to STOP SEEING HER. I made the decision that I was not going to bend to ultimatums. Although the relationship has approached nearly 23 months, it has been extremely stressful during that time.