You already know what you need to do. Like your trying to force your self to throw up thread you keep posting the same thing asking for help but not taking and using the adivise and making your life better. I like other posters I too am getting tired of posting to someone asking for help but that person obviously disregards the advise and does not do anything to help themselves and moved out of the situations basically saying they are choosing to stay stuck in the situation. Then posters need to decide for themselves if this appears to be someone posting just for the attention not for the help. I truely hope someday you will be readsy to help yourself and move on.

I (like another has done on your other repeating but not taking care of the situation thread) am choosing not to post to you about this situation and I add that other one too) again.

there is a saying in the therapy world - you can't help a person who does not want the help and who wont help themselves.