Thanks for the advice and info you guys. I appriciate it.

I went and saw my m.d. today and asked him if he knew anything about Buspar. He said he knew about it, but it usually only increases anxiety rather than lower it. I asked about antipsychotics too... but he said I should really see a psychiatrist before I start takin' anything else.

Also, I decided to stay on wellbutrin xl just 'cause I know it's helpin' a lot with the emotional side of it... you know, actually feeling the crap. But the doc said paranoia is a huge part of this, and a psychologist would help the most there. - So! Even though I don't wanna, I want to and I gotta see a psych sometime soon.

Thanks again for the replies.