Last night I had a dream I found really upsetting. The dream was actually quite happy but what was sad about it was when I woke up and found it all to be.. well, just a dream. This is what I remember from it.

In the dream I was on this sandy beach next to a lighthouse. It was really cloudy and cool outside, but it was comforting. I had a really good friend that moved out of state in November, and in the dream he had come back. I remember hugging him and it was soo happy. We hung out on the beach together, and I remember sending a facebook status saying, "Hanging out with ____. He's BACK!!!! <3" And then a few minutes later, my best friend that I've been in a fight with for the past month and havent talked to directly since showed up, and I remember all the happiness fading and it turning into really awkward.

Some things happened inbetween here but I don't remember them.

But all I know was that I was standing by the water with my back faced away from him(I guess we got in another argument?) and then there were all these other kids from school quiet and watching. And I remember him(ex BFF) touching my arm a couple times and me not turning around. And then he whispered "Look... Im just so sorry..." And I stayed silent and coulnt look at him for a while. But when I did turn around and saw his face I just started bawling my eyes out and he just hugged me and held me and told me everything was going to be okay.

And it was like this weight was lifted off my shoulders. But then I woke up and realized it was all just a dream and that now I wasn't up to his league and that he hates me... Just a feeling I haven't been able to shake off since that dream. Hearing and seeing him at school today was really hard.