I have this feeling as well Kristen...i believe it's a result from years of bipolar cycling ("Bi-Cycling"). (for me it's 30 years of cycling - ((watch out Lance Armstrong!!!)) I mean....if you have an INCREDIBLE time being MANIC ((god knows i DO!!!) and then BOOM>>> YOU HAVE TO PAY FOR IT by crashing into depression HELL: that ominous...."something bad is going to happen" is pretty much self-prophecy at it's finest...UNLESS you keep on the meds!
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