First of all, those online tests aren't exactly accurate. There aren't enough questions, for a start, and the questions aren't applicable to everyone. I've come up schizoaffective on some of htem, and I know it's just some of the limits on answers in the tests. Proper testing would show that I"m hardly schizo-anything.
Second, from what you've written, sounds as though you're anxious, and you're a little obsessive, and otherwise anything BUT antisocial PD.
And lastly, at 17 you can't be diagnosed as ASPD. Period. That's one of the criteria, and it's there for a reason.
Take that test again when you're 22, or have your best friend go through the criteria of the disorder with you at taht time. You'll see that you're not, that the criteria doesn't fit you, and that you're putting this energy into worrying about something that you needn't worry about at all.
Good luck
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