Thanks everyone. I think I'm doing better. I'm on a female carbohydrate binge, tho. I just don't know what to do about everything. Now this past weekend my child's doc mentioned the possibility of my kids staying over night with me, so I have mixed feelings on that too. There is still so much to think about with that. I have such a small place right now that there is almost no room for myself and kids, too. Plus the fact that it has been so long.....I don't know. I just don't know what is right or how I will react--or how I should react. I've got my doc appointment in two more days and I can't wait. I'll drive straight there after work and sit in my car for an hour just to be there ahead of time, LOL. I'm not even sure if that second fax I did through a website went through okay or not. I'll have to try and ask the doc when I go in how many faxes he received. If he says just one, I don't know whether I'll be disappointed that he didn't get the website one, or happy and saying, "Oh, good!"