i didn´t reply because i didn¨t know what to say

i am sorry for your loss, if she had you she must have been a good parent and person, watch out for foolish or wierd reasons as to why your son have wounds as i once said to my mom and her boyfriend "I got into a one on one fight, and he mooved when i hit, resulting in my hand hitted the meral behind him", i have wondered why (but didn¨t care as worse thing existed) no one noticed, first of all, i never got the chance for a one on one fight they where always more and if i had used my elbow then i couldn¨t reach the metal... why wouldn¨t anyone notice. what i had lied for was to cover up that i had hitted something to let my emotion out and the lie worked for me. if i had told, my moms boyfriend would tell me "sane people dont do that" following that line would be a lection, which i didnt listen to but pretended to, so i could be left alone

sorry it became a mess when i tried to post my point anyway thanxs for sharing and replying