Thanks for replying Rani08
It is so hard to know what to do, I mean I have to get on with life and there fore I do but most of my reactions are thoughts and they are automatic I don't think I feel things.

I don't know about you but I then I have phsyical sensations that tell me something is really wrong like a lump in my throat or a metal taste in my mouth. Still my emotions are no where to be seen!