For the past couple weeks I've been happy, sad, screaming, crying, etc. Its horrible. My mom thinks I'm depressed but I can't be if I sometimes feel happy. I just want to know because my friends haven't made me feel any better on the situation. Even when I do feel sad but I want people to think I'm happy I don't even bother putting on a happy face because it seems like a waste. Today I started randomly crying and I really didn't know why. I don't know much about bipolar except for exessive mood-swings, so I can't be sure. I have an appointment for a therapist but it seems so far away. I just want to know now.