Thank-you so much for your reply canders...it made me realize that I'm very lucky...

I'm lucky that I even get to go to university. I'm lucky that my parents are so supportive of me.

I just get so fed up sometimes. I just don't know what is wrong with me. I just can't believe how low I've gotten. Going from getting a scholarship....incentive to go to university...to being kicked out of my program for failing a course twice (both times because I skipped the exam... )

I just hope your are right and that things will be OK. I get scared...really scared of the real world and some part of me thinks I may be prolonging university on purpose...because I'm not ready for the real world yet.

I seriously don't know what happened to me from the end of high school to now.