I guess! But the thing is, my friend and I met living as roommates here a few years ago (we're both 24) and we used to hang out in this city. This year, when I was planning to return to the US a couple months early she tried to convince me to stay kind of joking, "noooo I wanna come visit you!" Now she can't take a subway for 15 minutes to hang out (it's a vacation)?

In response to her 50 percent sureness that she would call me that day, I told her I'm sorry I have other plans (and now I do, I have other people to see before I go). Now she is mad at me. I don't understand why everyone else has unlimited access to my home, heart, time, advice, money, and friendship unless they have something better to do and I'm always the bad one!!!!!!!! It makes me so guilty to stand up for myself!! Like even in my mind!!! Gr....