I started a new job. Did paperwork orientation the last 2 days. I had filed for disability and I felt that I needed to try one more time to see if I can work. I am a nurse and I love working with people. I otherwise don't socialize well and usually isolate myself. Anyway my old boss who is suppoesed to be my friend called tonight and told me I needed the disability that I would never be able to handle the stress of working. I had my hopes so high and now I am crying and down again. I called my mom and she acted like she didnt know if I could do it either. I am just not ready to live dependant on other people to take care of me.