Wow, you havd a lot going on in your life right now. It is no wonder you are having difficulty coping with everything. It sounds like you are trying to make many important decisions on your own with some major obstacles to overcome for the things you would like to do. You are juggling family, work and school all at one time which would be daunting to anyone. On top of all that your t has changed her approach to your therapy.

Unfortunately you are the only one who can utlimately make these decsions. Please feel free to PM me should you ever think it may help you think things through. I am a good listener. Take care and I know you will make the best decisions for you.