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Originally Posted by lxegirl
i think its safe to say i probably have anger management issues. depression already makes me soo irritated during the day, i dont want to deal with anyone. occasionally i'll just be so on edge and one thing will happen that will just ruin everything and i'll just flip out and just lose it. idk what to do. my mom just ignores my issues and say they arent there, but yet complains about everything i need to change about myself, but she wont help me. i dont have meds. i dont have a therapist. i'm pretty much hopeless, i'm probably gonna end up as a serial killer or something....at least i'd get some form of treatment then....
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Maybe you should talk to a school coucelor and see if there can be a way you can get help on your own.
I also wonder, do you check and see if there is a pattern to this, could it be attached to PMS? I know that many young girls and women go through the cycle where they are really on edge and can explode at any moment, even feel rage. If so then I do think that there are medications that can help with this.
I know myself that I could feel it and even if I tried to remain calm and consciously try to avoid external confrontations, well, if anyone pushed, I would react. You may even bring that up with a councelor, if it is a woman, if not perhaps the school nurse can help and guide you.
Try to keep a journal and see what you find. For young girls this can be magnified and difficult to contain.
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