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can you see a therapist? your description so defined me at one point in my life. i got a T and meds helped me also. it took too much mental energy for me to do it alone. i needed help.
i'm sorry you feel so lonely. that's a hard place to be. getting outside help may be the answer. if your mood is lifted making friends will be much easier. hugs.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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