Fade from grey to darker grey, never black. For kindness that some can only hope to be bestowed upon them. kindness that will let some, attain a better somewhere. Somewhere black. The struggle to live. The struggle that never ends, least of all for those like me. Reliant on anger, reliant on hatred. Reliant on anything that feeds the relentless hunger that haunts every moment of misery. There is no end. Just an every downwards, never ending cirlce of punishment. So hope is all that i have. Only hope.
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God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and the wisdom to know the difference. Living one day at a time; Enjoying one moment at a time; Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace; Taking as He did this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it; Trusting that he will make all things right if I surrender to His Will; That I may be reasonably happy in this life and supremely happy with Him Forever in the next. Amen.
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