Well, your not alone in that feeling NYNJ, many people wish they were someone else.
The truth is that we can be someone else, if we are willing to make changes in ourselves. Many times we think that we just have to own whatever it is that is wrong or how we just accept the things about ourselves that we feel we cannot change.

Hey, I do it myself, we all have a tendancy to do it. Im trying to figure it out myself these days, have a lot on my plate and find myself asking the same question as you.
Actually I just would like to figure out how to stop others from trying to change what it is that I have or had.

I can certainly understand why some people don't even want to be around others that make demands on them or find a way to critisize them in some way. Im trying,
it isn't easy. But at least Im trying.

Open Eyes