What is wrong with me, I just cannot leave him alone. I intentionally made plans for Sat night with the boyfriend so that I could have some alone time with myself keep distance from him so he does not get sick of me. So of course last night I send him a text trying get him to come over around 10:00, he waits til the hockey game is over and texts me an hour later but had he been drinking and was not going to drive(which is very understandable) but I did not believe I could trust myself so I deleted his # again to be safe. So today I saw he was on facebook and tried to chat, 10 minutes later no response and then he went offline so did I and then I logged out and when I logged back in a few minutes later he was back but no reply. I can't even ask him cause he will give some excuse did not see you or was too busy, etc. Why the hell and I doing this and acting like a crazy girl-I need to stop or I will scare him away, I just hope he did not see my chat message (erased it after he did not respond) and I will do my best not to be on facebook or message him if he is. At least I cannot call him. I just am irritated that he put in an effort for a week and now he is back to his old ways, I am annoyed but not sure how much is me being crazy or him just being a stupid guy or both? Whatever it is this relationship is not good for me as it is, I just wish he would make more of an effort but I am worried that if I bring it up he will end things. I sometimes wish I had broken up with him and just moved on with my life-why am I doing this???? Hope the xanax kicks in soon.