Thanks.

I will explain this to him. It's like that when we argue too. I know it's going to escalate and I can't handle a confrontation like that then so I try and walk away to save us both the drama. And he follows me. :S

I try to calm myself by remembering that its totally fiction. Normally there is a trigger, but last night I had one, a nasty one too when we were just about to go to bed and he was good. I just fled the bedroom and realised what was wrong, and I actually wanted him. And he rocked.

But yea, will talk to him. It is so frustrating. I have enough to deal with without added stress WHILE I'm stressing?