I don't know how to cope with all this fustration in me at the moment. It's getting too much. I'm just so angry and annoyed that I want to cry and scream. I don't know where it all come from but I can't get rid of it. It keeps coming back. Especially since I'm feeling more and more tired nowadays. The fact that I''m always so so tired no matter how much I sleep makes me want to cry. I'm falling asleep everywhere and it's horrible. Especially in college. I can't concertrate anymore because I'm too tired. The more tired I'm getting the more fustrated I am. I just want it all to go away.
Sometimes I have a go at my mum and brother when I don't mean to and stuff and I don't want to do that. I'm afraid one day I'll snap completely and say something I'll regret. It's just getting harder to keep myself calm. I don't know what to do.