t asked me to bring in some homework today to show her. she had to ask for it a few times before i finally agreed to show it to her. it was just the start of a collage she wants me to finish. but the minute she looked at it my mind went crazy. i was absolutely beside myself with fear. she wanted me to look at it and discuss it. but i couldnt. my mind was going crazy. it was all i could do to survive the moment. i dissociated alot through the remaining time. now im scared about continuing trauma work. its only going to get worse from here.