i think i have aproblem .. & i cant do anything about it...

whenever i want to like a girl ..i only pick the most complicated girl around ..wich makes it harder for me to be with her or even to start dating her ...

its like i like only girls with missed up minds ...

i dont really know why ,,theres is alot of nice girls around who wants to be with me , but i simply do want to be with them ..wich makes some of them assume that im gay or not intrested in girls...

i hope i can change this about me ..its just i really have this gift of pushing the right easy people away ..& chaising the wrong & hard people insted ,,

i have lost so many chances to have a great & seriouse realation ship in my life ..& i have wasted so much time chasing people that may never wanna be with me ...

im not so cute or so open & social ..& im still chaising the prettiest girls around & the most social girl ..wich end me up wasting time & feeling less good about my self , when on the other hand , good looking & prettty girls are okay , & willing to have a realationship with me , but are pushed away or rejected by me & by my missed up mentality....

i just wanna be happy .but i always pick the wrong people , people who always hurt me & dont wanna be with me , or already with someone els ..

where can i start & how can i change this about me ?