Im trying to figure out if the reason I am up til 3 or 4 am sometimes 5 am is because Im' not working and my days are fairly relaxing? I do ok with it sometimes and have really accepted my new body clock being up late and sleeping til about ten or so, my body only seems to need six hours of sleep to funtion the next day. Tonight tho I feel very agitated and frustrated. I have to admit that I've been watching a whole of CNN coverage of Joplin MO and the tornado coverage and my heart is broken, I also follow along on Facebook about Will and Lantz who are young kids both missing, Lantz died in the tornado, Will is still missing they are all , everyone affected is in my prayers. I hope Will is found alive I do recognize when its time to take a break and shut the tv off or put a silly comedy on and I also watch shows like Chelsea lately and Ellen and Jimmy Kimmel Live they all make me laugh a lot. I dont know I Think I'm just venting. Thanks for listening. Oh now I read on FB that joplin has the Tornado Sirens going off again tonight, they just can't get a break can they. On Positive note I walk around my new apt. complex which is huge 3 times a day with amazing views of Pikes Peak mountain which is still snow covered and the whole mountain range is just breathe taking, one side of the complex is a view of the amazing dog park they have its all fenced in and completely safe with all the dogs running off leash and free, its awesome< I am a big dog lover, Then the last part of the walk since we are high up in the foothills right at the base of the mountains is a view of down town Colorado Springs, Its absolutely gorgeous all the lights and its huge, can see forever. I am in paradise truly and am just so grateful for this new beginning and second chance I have been given to do things right. Ok i'm done LOL thanks for listneing I really love this message board and am so grateful for it and u guys too. Goodnight. Kristen.