But I can't, it seems everytime I turn around I'm being yelled at, judged, or being beaten.

I was emotional abused by my mom, and physical and emotional abused by my so-called-brother.

But I think my brother was the worst, he would choke me till I almost passed out, beat me till I could hardly walk and he would just laugh about it and say "Its what brothers do".

Yea ****ing right, my friends brother wasn't abusive to him at all and many others I see with brother who don't beraided them.

And when ever I fought back he would "punish" me for talking back, he would threaten to beat the **** out of me if I didn't do something right.

He judges me on what I wear, what I do, and what I say.

If I swear, he'll beat me up
If I talk to someone, he'll shut me up
If I try to be myself, he'll critisizes(sp) me

Just yesterday, he got pissed over something unimportant, so he choked me till I almost passed out, I screamed stop so many times but he just ****ed laugh then he let go and he yelled because I sat on his cigarette.

He then called me a ****in idiot for wearing two sweaters, he then said "all the chicks you hang out with are fat and gross"

Then as I was leaving, he yelled, "you got 5 sec to get back here or I'll beat the **** out of you"

I CAN'T ****IN TAKE IT ANYMORE, HE ACTS LIKE HE CAN CONTORL MY ****IN LIFE AND I TAKE LIVE THIS WAY ANY ****ING MORE!!!