LXE, could you go talk with your school couselor about how you are feeling and also mom dismissing your concerns? he/she may be able to intervene with your mom. your feelings seem real to me...i'm sorry you're not heard at home. thank goodness tho you are aware of them and desire to try to gain help. and i think your anger may stem from being so frustrated.
your faith will strengthen you..."ask and it shall be given you. knock and ye shall find."
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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