Hi yeah i worry that Im manic too, I am obsessed with keeping the apt clean and neat I am in an apartment that is easy to maintain because everything works right and I had slumlords in Buffalo. Anyways, I want to volunteer at the Humane Society and especially walking the dogs I LOVE DOGS so much but I found out some of the duties is observing the dogs behavior and temperment and doing a write up about it for potential adopters and I am a little nervous about that afraid I wont be able to handle that responsibility as lame as that sounds since I've held very responsible positions in the mental health field and with addicts for over ten years. Really not sure what has happened to me