You're welcome and I agree with above. I think you should keep the appointment, but of course that is up to you. I know its hard to just let yourself go along with feeling things you dont like feeling. But it will get easier. sometimes I look back at what I used to think was really hard and I am amazed because what I went through then that I felt at the time was hard was mild compared to some of the things I have gone t hrough these past 5 years. Back then I used to think I will never make it. Now I think I made it through then so now I know I will come out on top now. Hang in there. .