Caroline, you have been a wonderful friend to me here on PC. i'm sorry that you're feeling hurt and down. sometimes IRL we don't know what other people are doing or why we don't hear from them.

this may sound trite but Van Morrison wrote a song that goes "if he doesn't call, it just means he didn't call"...applying that to your mental health issues might be hard. but i use it a lot and i immediately feel better. i quit taking it personally and try to put myself into the other person's shoes. love, pat