Hiya rapidcycla,

thanks for taking an interest in my post. Nobody in my waking life seems to want to talk about it so I'm grateful that you're engaging me in conversation about it! I'm not going to go. I wouldn't gain anything but regret by going. By not going I gain dignity, self respect and much more. So I'm staying put. I'm trying not to contact him at all. I think it would be better that way. Thanks again.

Love and hugs,
Tara